This is it..

Well, i dont really update my blog so often. Its been so long from one journal till another one. Is it really show who i am actually.

Its already mid-April, so i begin with what i am suppose to. First my part-time job as a lecturer at TAR College. So far everything seems to be fine. They renewed my contract and i am going to Tutoring again next semester.

Move on to other things. Life is such a complicated things to discuss, but to talk about others is really easy task. So lets begin with something that i think its cool. Sometimes i always think who is going to read my blog anyway, so just write anything that i want.

Funny that i was not having any followers on my blog and i still want to write. Some people may just abandon it i think. So even i dont always update my blog, but i still write in. I believe one day people may read this junk!haha

Torres, oh Torres, please score..i want to see you score!!damm man!

New Life

Well, its been a quite long time since my last post. I did not threat blog as a diary, but its only something that i want to share with. People sometimes have their own reason to have this kind of things.

Ok lets talk about my new life. Since my last post, i have been through a lot of things. My family now already in KL, so i am officially become this Metropolitan citizenship. Well then i also have started my part-time career at TAR College as a Tutor and i also started to play hockey again.

Now, since past few months live have change a lot to me, and i also believe that it also happened to others too. But, how do people get use with it. For me to move around and live in different places is normal since i was 5 years old i guess.

Moving around actually not really good especially for those who have small kids. It really effect their life when they are about my age. So i just think to move and move is bad idea.

Now i am already 24, (what?that fast?) i still remember when i was 14, still young, cool hair, just started smoking, and dont really care about future. But now i am totally different, getting old, less hair, trying to quit smoking and thinking about future. Well this disorder will haunted people like me.

But what the best about it is, we never regrets it. What ever happen to us, we will start again tomorrow, next week, next month or next year. Everyday is our new life and we have to find the right way to get use with it. Things will not be the same to us. But things can be good for us.

New life give me new perspective of seeing this life as a journey.


P/S: My GF gave me Yamaha F310 for my B'day present.Cool. Thanks SYG!

isk2..its kind of horror to watch the accident at the highway, especially when involving public transport like those express buses.

my mom's planning is going back hometown this raya look like almost been cancel.

well raya haji its not all about it. actually i wanna go back to my hometown just to meet all my life long buddies back there.

all of them mean a lot to me. we spent all good time together. but times is getting rush on us, most of them are planning to get married, going busy with work and all the thing like usual will change.

I am preparing for those kind of changes. all my writing seem like involve a lot of emotional stuff..thats not me..

go fuck off...haha

FOL.

all the right moves..

one republic..kind of song that appetite my ear very well now..the song is just too good at the moment..well maybe its must going to for a while..but its something that im looking for right now..

Bruno Mars, so..so..romantic song to hear. But its just really good song to sing it for the love one..even thought its not originally from us, but its does really make their heart beat fast.

Sound like really funny but people always become kinda of thing.

Enough about soul, now talk about reality. All these days i make myself become busy as the student suppose to be. I went to library about 3-4 times a week. So far its get better and better. When our ages keep rising and getting older we will sure keep thinking about future and etc.

I do really want to have a career as all my friends are chasing right now. Just the different is im going to it my own way. Enjoying my life as student is something that some people maybe not experience it, or others might be enjoyed it enough.

So far i think i keep doing all the right moves just like these fucking one republic song.

The song is like an adrenaline that make me always think i am right in all what im doing.

what is would be for next weeks, months, years..just get it through..shit well, sleep well and eat well..

P/S: bila nak gaji..aku dah xda duit kot nie...leh gak g shopping..haha

New Life, New Experiences...

5 july of 2010 was the first day i step in into my workplace. Everything seems like normal for me accept the experience that i am about to get here. after a week i found that this job is damn hard. my toes started to feel in pain, i always slept early (something that is very difficult for me to do so before) and i lost a few kg. Well, get into the second week its all become normal and i started to coop everything very nicely.

third week is the pressure is all there, when they started to do the stock take. everything need to be done, all the data entries, the returns book and mags. all over the store become so chaos and not arrange well. i cannot do much because its just my third week and i need to get everything done even though i am new.

but the only thing i really dont want to take as my duty is when they asked me to hold the store and safety box keys. i dont know how much is really are inside it, i dont know the risk if i lost the key and i dont know how big is my responsibilities on that. its become too much for me because i am just a supervisor, not the Management level employee.

starting at that point, i started to feel scared if i start to do mistakes such as miss counting, did not open the shop properly or vice versa. then i keep doing things by checking everything double or even triple check which cost me become very slow.

i just hope some one will come to take the responsibilities and just let me do mine. at least i did not feel any bad feeling. the worst thing is i dont want my insomnia back because keep thingking about my "not" responsibilities duty.

perfectly work to do under it is closing part, the scariest ever for me. it involve a huge amount of money, especially weekend. just pray somebody in Management level will in and stay longer.
i am sick to hear some one in just for couple of week and quit.

the place is nice, the environment is ok, but the management is quite mess up. things need to be done properly, only then all the things in that place can become more efficient and manageable.
by letting all the newbies like me and my other colleague to handle it, i think its their biggest mistake. much more experience team should be located there rather than just let us handle it by ourselves. me, 1 month, nisa going 3, fiza 4, hafiz 3 weeks, and chooi ling about to quit. so left us at the busiest outlet with pack of arrogant community and bloody hell fucking shit people there.

p/s: the only thing make me feel good every day i go to work is can get a nice f&b from the huckleberry cafe.